Yes well I...

Yes well I tried to change my picture so something really morbid and sick but it didnt work. Suck. Today was normal, except when Ada bitched at me....that just eh kind of brought me down. I got to talk to Rita though, yay. Im still failing all of my classes miserably, but oh well. I wish I could still block everything out...I did it for two years, you would think that I could do it a little fucking longer. Apparently I cant, and it sucks- now Im just always sad and I hate myself for it. I feel guilty when I want attention even though I know people who crave it even more obsessively than I do. I just wish people would start caring again. I try really hard to be there for everyone, but maybe I dont do as good of a job as I always thought. Hmmm, just something to think about. YAY lee carnival this friday. YAY parents going out of town for 5 days. Im excited anyway...well sort of.

I have no life...

I did this like 2 weeks ago...but I thought Id post it anyway.Disorder Rating InformationParanoid: ModerateSchizoid: Low Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: HighDependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: HighIm sad- I cant stand being anxious like this all of the time. I miss Carly and Rita.... Being self-centered and complaining all the time is just great.

bunnies.

wow- today was the same as everyday. The best part was when Marice gave a bunny. Not a real one obviously- but eh cute at that. I havent done any homework for any classes in like 3 weeks. Im going to be shot repeatedly in the face. I did those glorious tests at fuali.com but hey guess what? Im too lazy to put the little thing up from the site so ill just tell you that im 24% punk and 20% geek. good to know huh?? I feel sad and anxious all at once. I wish I knew why. I even left my god damn dance class early because I was all overwhelmed. Hmm.... Anyway, that whore teacher wants everyone who takes dance at the stupid school to stay for a dress rehearsal ON HALLOWEEN. haha.... ( why the hell would anyone ever care about any of that? im a huge fucking dumbass.)

guess who

hahaha i have your password!

haha

Wow. I have to go back and change a whole bunch of shit later, but oh well- this isnt Marcie anymore, its Belle! The funny thing is no one is ever going to read this, oh well.

plea...

please remove me from you friends list.

blah......

fuck this online journal shit its retarded. im tired of hearing evryone bitch about stuff thats not a big deal in the first place. You all need to fucking get over yourselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah a whole bunch of bad shit happens but either kill yourself or move on. geez. i know thats totally bitchy but it really is the truth. and dont take this personally this comment isnt going out to anyone in particular. oh and P.S. I DONT HATE SARAH ZORASTER FOR THE LAST FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shes just a little meladramatic sometimes but we all can be a pain in the arse now and then. just like im being now. so be happy and move on. ok im done now.